Tagebuchh 58;2011 englisch

Diary 58

On 27 November 2011

The ideal world is the infinite future (eternal and infinite) limited home all ideal worlds and all their limited creatures.
With a near-death experience, you can see this borderless world shortly.
There exist (exist) are also solar systems, galaxies, galaxy clusters, galaxies, super clusters, that is a complete world and to many, many other worlds.
What is in my eyes as it is certain that there also exists in the solar system to earth with everything. There "live" all the dead earth. Earth looks like this can only tell who had a NDE.
I could not imagine where all the jumping around naked on the "ground".
Until now I have none of the NDE is the clothing of the "relatives" to describe. Nobody has described an apartment. Nothing concrete has been described. Everything sounds at a very nebulous NTE. Or it's something I missed?
What is the purpose flower meadows?
This leaves many questions open despite NTE.
What are missing me too strange creatures (aliens in our universe and beings from other worlds). Which would still be found there also. Only to meet friends and relatives: How boring.
Not even ancestors from the 15th Century were made.
And so on. etc.
My special creator, the creator of my person seems to inspire me to thoughts of shooting in the head. Sometimes I can not help it, I must write it. Maybe I'll meet my maker at times anyway? Anyway. Time will tell if I leave this earth, where I'll end up. It is certainly exciting.
Maybe there are only a borderless world? A material world? We'll find it all.
A second borderless world, an ideal world is probably only an illusion.
If I call my personal Creator, then I follow.
Or my personal creator is female?
Questions, questions.
Whether ideological limits or whether both are ideally infinite illusion. The only reality is the boundless material world. And there we end up. I think at least now.
Each limited ideal world reflects a certain part of the material world without borders. So even our universe reflects its particular portion of this material world without borders. I also reflected against my Creator made certain of boundless material world. A Creator from whom I receive his consciousness.
I call the whole theory of reflection.
My personal Creator and I are partners. My primary creator is I'm secondary. Later we shall have equal rights.

On 19 December 2011

I live here on Earth in an alien body. In the borderless world is my real body. This body looks like? It is an ideal body. This body is currently in hibernation. Until I get out of my body wrong and wake up in my real body back. So fall asleep in the limited world for ever and wake up in the boundless world forever.
This ideal body I left only for the short life here in the limited world, rumzutoben into this wretched body of a man here.
My ideal partner in the borderless world is the creator (designer) of my human body. It should also be ideal. Now it's become a useful body. Not just beautiful. But not too ugly. Not too casual, not too musically or artistically inclined differently. Just average. Can still run at 63 (going higher). Sleep well and dream a lot. Perhaps we should all this be so?
If I were to be born again in a limited world, I would do everything again exactly what I've done my whole life limited. That means: I do not regret a second of my life in this limited world. I'm looking forward to my limitless life in this borderless world in my ideal body with my ideal partner.