Three diseases



On April 12, 2014



How is schizophrenia ?

A man takes everything into itself . Circumstances and contradictions of all
kinds

Until it has been filled to bursting .

Then at some point following the outbreak by overfilling of the heart. His
trademark is the aid syndrome. He wants to help Allen and himself he can not
save.

For me it was as follows:

I was raised a Catholic home. Came with 5 years in Catholic school.

With 7, I went to school .

Here I was a pioneer .



In the 8th grade I was FDJ'ler .

Free German Youth .

After school I went into teaching for road construction. I was still FDJ'ler .

After teaching 18 months NVA . National People's Army . There I had political
lessons.

After the Army, I went to study engineering road construction.

Here I had ML ( Marxist-Leninist ) philosophy.

After graduation I was site manager in Mecklenburg.

I was after all Marxist teaching still Catholic committed Christian .

I so do not let swayed in my belief .

Now a priest came into play . He knew that I was interested in philosophy. He
said , read times but the Bible.

I did that for 10 years , every night for 2-3 hours .

Well compared ichdas what I taught life since school and what I read in the
Bible.

I tried to combine both.

Bible and Marx.

I came to the conclusion :

Materialism + Idealism Realism .

Thus , with this result , I went to the pastor. I introduced him to my result .

And reaped full incomprehension.

That was me then too much pressure from the inside. This was followed by my
outburst.

I clamored not , but I thought I knew exactly what I would do .

What I did in the episode, I would like to keep to myself .

The next morning I sat in the bus and drove to the next town .

There I went to the Mitropa . Ordered 3 beer for me. Of that I drank 2 ½ beer.
Had half a beer stand . Left the Mitropa (my pocket, I was allowed to stand )
and took on a hike.

10:00 clock I left the Mitropa after 19:00 clock and I ended up in a different
place.

Here attacked me to the police .

In this place there was a psychiatric hospital .

Anyway gave me the police there. I was sprayed and then I know nothing more .

Eventually, I was transported to the vicinity of my hometown. There I woke up
in psychiatry.

This is the story of the beginning of Ettikierung myself with the wonderful
title : paranoid schizophrenia.

All these my thoughts that went through my head as I wrote in a diary .

I asked at the beginning of 2006 to the Internet.

Since 1982, I kept a diary . And run it today and on.

About depression I do not know so much.

Schizophrenia and depression are caused by pressure.

In schizophrenia, the inner pressure increases, until it comes to Explosione .

In depression, the external pressure increases. Until there is an outbreak ,
and to the implosion kommt.Schizophrenie Depression is a slump ( Zusammmenbruch
) .

So there are 3 types of people :

1 Near schizophrenia (mostly manic)

2 near Depresion (usually depressed )

3 Is there still the manic- Dpressiven ( schizophrenia and depression alternate
) .

Still one:

Neither schizophrenia nor depression are hereditary !

But it is the Company's circumstances , that assail the people.

Most people , however, are resistant. They are barely thought ( I my own ) .

Those who make too many thoughts into one of three types of people that I have
described.

That's all I have to say.